by Nathaniel Bluedorn, Copyright February 12, 2008, all rights reserved. 1757 views
Several years ago, a friend asked if we wanted to explore caves at Maquoketa Caves State Park. In a moment of insanity, my brother and I agreed.
Rappel a Cliff
My shoes stick to the rock. My glove grasps the rope, controlling how fast I descend. My other hand squeezes the rappelling device.
My instructor explains how nervous he was on his first rappel. I don’t believe him.
I think, “God can’t be happy with me doing pointless, dangerous things like this. Maybe I should go back.” I lower my body another few inches. I look down.
Okay, that was a mistake. “Move,” I tell my feet.
The instructor encourages, “Right, keep up the momentum. Let out the rope until your head is below your feet . . . Take your feet off the rock . . .”
“Good grief! How am I supposed to lower my head below my feet . . . Ahaaaa! Okay. I’m hanging. Now what?”
“See you at the bottom.”
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| From 2005-09-11 Near Normal Grotto Vertical Picnic |
Rappelling over a cliff teaches things a schoolbook could never teach. Rappelling stretches the brain so it can overcome indecision and uncertainty. This is practice for making risky decisions, like whether to move west with the wagon train, or whether to get married.
Before caving, I thought the words “risk” and “mistake” were synonyms. But adventure has taught me that walking over a cliff isn’t dangerous, if I have the right training and equipment. My only mistake is when I avoid my fears.
Ford a Mountain River
Herman: We’re crossing this?
Mike: No way. We’ll be pulled downstream. This is a mistake.
Clark: Guys, we knew we had to cross this stream when we started the hike. You’re being wimpy.
Mike: Oh, I’m a wimp? Let’s get this straight. Nobody likes your attitude . . .
Clark: Somebody needs to be the leader here. I’m just going to do what I know is safe. If you guys stay behind . . . I can’t do anything about that, can I?
Herman: Guys, we need to stick together . . .
Mike: No we don’t. I’m not tagging behind some idiot who has to cross a boiling river just because the map says to!
Clark: I know when it’s safe and I know when somebody doesn’t trust me. Bye guys!
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| From 2006-03-30 Europe, Mountain Hike |
When we’re lost with a bunch of idiots on the side of a mountain, that’s the moment to dig deep for something constructive to say.
Herman: Could we look for a shallower spot? I want to stay dry. If we hold hands when we cross, it might be safer.
Mike: Okay. Sorry for getting irritated. I’ll try to cross if both of you want.
Clark: I’m glad you guys finally recognize my leadership.
Herman: We’re not following you. We’re just sticking together.
Making peace when peacemaking doesn’t seem easy – this is leadership. It’s called leadership because one person does more to conquer his anger or fear. This brings the team together.
When the toilet is plugged really bad, or when your mother has cancer but the family is afraid to tell her, these are moments to overcome fear.
Ski a Black Diamond
The mountain is busy with skiers. The wind increases as the lift carries me up. A sign at the top points towards the black diamond slopes. I pass green circles and blue squares and I wonder, “Why did I decide to finish the day with a black diamond?”
I come over a bump and the mountain drops from under me. I try to slam on my brakes. Too late. My legs go into basic snowplow form as my mind screams, “Don’t do the snowplow!” I hate this feeling of no control.
The snow hisses under my skis. My eyes look up from the distant bottom of the ski slope to notice a tree coming at me. “Turn!”
I suppress this intense fear of pointing my skis straight down the mountain and I break out of the snowplow. I’m in control.
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| From 2007-01-09 Skiing Winter Park |
When I’m controlled by fear, I can’t choose what to do. Skiing has taught me to see beyond that moment of terror to the next moment when I’ll be okay. This is scary. But this is faith.
Logic and Adventure
I was riding the lift up Steamboat Springs Ski Resort with friends when the conversation turned to the question, “What is the difference between brave and reckless?”
A friend explained how her missionary training taught her that God wants us to live a black diamond life for Him.
“What is a black diamond life?” we wondered.
“What is our rationale for adventure? Thrills? Pride? God?”
“Am I the kind of person who should be doing this?”
I never asked myself these questions before I began outdoor adventures.
Am I a person who should take this college exam . . . or eat this jalapeño pepper . . . or change this baby diaper . . . or write this article? For me, adventure makes sense because it taught me to ask these questions. And God has helped me find answers that come from faith and not fear. That’s the logic of adventure.
1 • Ralph • September 10, 2008 • 10:02 AM
Let’s go!
2 • Mandy M. • September 21, 2008 • 7:50 PM
Kelli, I’m assuming you wrote this? Just wanted you to know, at this point in my life, this is very encouraging to me. Thanks for sharing. It’s amazing how God can worth through a simple blog post.
3 • Johannah Stanford • September 24, 2008 • 3:00 PM
The quality of this video looked good to me, and it didn’t take hardly any time to download on our computer. Did you get more climbing equipment? ![]()
4 • Kristen • October 04, 2008 • 3:39 PM
Sounds like tons of fun.
Ryan took me rock climbing indoors for the first time a couple weeks ago and I loved it! (I’m his sister.)
Colorado looks and sounds like a very fun place.
5 • Mandy M. • October 04, 2008 • 5:49 PM
Great post Heidi! You sure are brave. I’m glad you had such a great time!
6 • Nate • October 13, 2008 • 5:23 PM
Thats awesome….
Sounds like something I would do. :p
7 • Heidi Reiman • October 20, 2008 • 4:47 PM
Hans, You poor thing. I’m sorry you couldn’t get a wi-fi connection. By the way what is a wi-fi?
Is it like wiffer cookies with fine milk?
8 • Kelli • October 29, 2008 • 8:03 AM
Oh sheesh, Nathaniel, you’re hilerious! That was really roughing it.
9 • Nathan Nasby • November 04, 2008 • 11:28 AM
If you want a really creepy expirience stay at the Imperial Hotel in London! Wow, we had blood on the walls and in the sheets in our room. The Window was broken, and I’m not even going to mention the shared bathrooms!!!!
10 • Anna • November 05, 2008 • 8:01 PM
Haha! Nathan, this is just the beginning… Soon you’ll be cool with using towels unwashed from the last occupant, sleeping on bedbug-ridden mattresses, and, well, haha!
11 • Heidi R. • November 17, 2008 • 10:00 AM
Great story.
12 • A • November 17, 2008 • 7:01 PM
I just watched this a few days ago (was looking up vids of Marrakesh and then followed the rabbit trail) and thought about you guys… Odd, but fitting, to see it here as well!
13 • Kristin C. • November 17, 2008 • 10:13 PM
Haha!!! That is hilarious!!! :-D
14 • Debbie • November 25, 2008 • 10:27 PM
I have a problem with getting cave crickets in my basement and hate them. I don’t think I want to be their friend. But neat story on your adventure. God Bless!
Debbie
15 • Laura • November 29, 2008 • 12:49 AM
Wow! :D
16 • Estin • November 30, 2008 • 8:58 PM
That’s crazy.
17 • Trish • December 04, 2008 • 12:11 PM
Um…Ew. That is SOOO disgusting.
18 • Kristen B. • December 07, 2008 • 6:52 PM
You are a great writer, Kelli.
19 • Heidi R. • December 09, 2008 • 11:45 PM
Thanks, so are you.
20 • Heidi R. • December 09, 2008 • 11:46 PM
Oh, and I love your pics.
21 • Quentin Cooper • December 18, 2008 • 7:58 AM
This seems to have been written by people who have caved only once in their life or read about it in an armchair. What about the main thing warm clothes (be it a wetsuit or neo-fleece). Gloves completely unimportant as I have caved without them for 20 years and never wished I’d brought them. What about a survey of the cave? Going with someone experienced? Leaving a CALL OUT? that not feature in your essentials? Incase people ahave an accident in a cave then nobody knows about it….come on guys….
22 • Blue (Royal) • May 06, 2009 • 11:07 PM
Nice film guys. The water side looked like fun. I love a good natural water slide. Good job with not making it look to rigged.
23 • Royal Magnell • May 06, 2009 • 11:57 PM
That was fun… now we run so the cops don’t catch us!
24 • Rachel • May 19, 2009 • 9:36 PM
Hey! Hoping you get this soon. Just wondered what kind of camera, flash, etc. was used for these pictures. Also how the cameras were kept dry and clay free. Thanks so much!
25 • Beau • August 04, 2009 • 12:16 AM
Enjoyed it. I am curious if this is the Wilder cave in Pelham, AL?
26 • Dannity Kane • February 27, 2010 • 2:06 AM
Give me a little of that and I’d feel like a king.
27 • Stephen Nasby • May 28, 2010 • 9:09 AM
Good job. ![]()
28 • Stephen Nasby • September 02, 2010 • 9:58 AM
That looked like quite an adventure, exciting. Swim looked very refreshing. Cool camera, you can even go underwater with it.
29 • Katie Carter • September 18, 2010 • 10:11 PM
It is in Grady County Georgia, between Pelham, and Cairo. It is owned my my aunt. It is very pretty, it is not open to the public because people can’t seem appreciate it without breaking pieces off, and spray painting.